Sitting
here, with the sun warming my back, I am at peace. The small brook
bubbles and rolls with the force twice it’s size. My daughter’s squeals
of laughter rise above the sound of water meeting rocks. The remnants of
our picnic lunch surround me. I quickly gather up the crumbs and
discarded containers and move closer to the banks where my daughter is
playing.
We
come here so often. Once, twice a week. It is comfortable, familiar. I
can relax and enjoy the sights and sounds of uninterrupted play. I have
watched as winter loosened it’s grasp and spring took hold. I have
watched the sunny banks slowly become shaded by new leaves. Even the
chickens, who roam freely, seem to have brightened up and become more
playful.
Hours
go by. My skin is flushed from the strength of the newly warm sun. I
will wear my new pink color like a badge. Testimony to the time spent in
the open, taking in all that nature has to offer. After a winter of
being cooped up, I have earned this slightly tender badge of honor. I
close my eyes and let the sun sink deeper into my skin.
A
splash of icy water opens my eyes. My grinning daughter stand before me
holding a truck in one hand and a shovel in the other. She is barefoot
with her pants rolled up to her knees. Her wet hair clings to her
forehead and her smile is big enough for someone three times her size.
“Sorry,
Momma.” Her sparkling eyes deceive her apology. I return her smile and
grab her for a hug. We both giggle and I set her free to explore the
water and dirt. She smells like earth and sunshine. I wish I could
bottle it. I lean back on my arms once again and commence my solar
worship.
Laughter
once again fills the air as rocks splash into water at the hands of
toddlers. A slight breeze cools my face. I am grateful for today. For
every day. I am grateful that I get to have these moments. That I get to
share them with my daughter. I close my eyes again and breath deeply. I
want to remember this moment completely.
I
open my eyes and call for my daughter. It is time to go. Together we
gather our things. She grabs my hand as we head to our car. “We going on
another adventure, Momma?”

Made me cry, beautifully written, we are so very lucky to have this serenity, peace,love and nature. I dream of the whole world being full to the brim of that which you speak of bottling. War will cease to exist, extremism will be reined in, good mental and physical health will flourish and all our spirits will be free. Our little moment's are mear glimpses of a heavenly earth I believe in.
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